i am feeling so damm fucked up right now.
yes FUCKED UP.

bad to worse.

My mood is getting from bad to worse. i swear.
i just cant stand it.

Fuck everything now.
Seriously
firstly breakfast was horrible,
tummy upset,
damage right knee ligament,
damage left ankle ligament,
work,
i dont know what is coming up next.

something is running through my mind.
it somehow helps alittle.
There are so many contradiction in life.
i dont understand why.
this aint happening to me only.
please god.
bless us with the inspirations to find the solutions to our problem.

i am totally fed up!




uoyssim

Had two fantastic days of food!
Sashimi after Sashimi,
first with Simin, Jolyn, Gary(Sakae)
(thanks for ponning school for the meal)
the next day with Daryl and Gary(Hanabi)
Now i understand, the quality of food
you pay more, you'll get better food.
you save, you'll get average food.
I wont mention which is better.

Anw. To Torres of my tagboard.
Come on. United fans have their own point of view
So does Liverpool fan!
both fans will set against each other.
fair enough.
both sets of fans love football,love the game.
Why spoil a friendship over a favourite team?
I dont know who you are, But i find that there is no point quarrelling who is better.
I find it very very childish.
Let the teams do the talking.No matter what you will definately side Liverpool,
So do i, by siding Man Utd.
Come on! let get this over and done with.
both teams have very good sets of players and mangement.
both are well established club.
Fair enough?
May the best team win the remaining titles!

Boo all liverpool fans and anthing but united fans
Stop it!
Seriously
Come on every team have its up and down?
manutd lost 2 in the row?
So
i bet they will pick up and continue to play like Champions
Dont forget we are in contention for all four titles
Liverpool?
Oh come. Weak against small team but strong against big team! that doesnt help much
Chelsea?
Who is Gus Hiddink?lack of attacking football. so not interesting
Arsenal?
the passing game.yea its nice. but you guys just lack of experience
Manchester United!
Mixture of experience and youngster.Perfect mixture of talent to win all titles

NOTHING BUT UNITED!

FUCK OFF REF!

Oh come on you Fucking Nahbei Cheebye.
Do you fucking kno who to ref the bloody fucking game.
PHIL DOWD TAKE THIS __ __ you CHAOCHEEBYE!
FULHAM IS FUCKING LUCKY
PLAYING WITH 12 MAN IN YOUR TEAM
oh come on!
Scholes is an obvious red card.
Look at Rooney's?
oh you fucking dont know how to fucking REF
Man Utd Come on!
Dont let this two defeats pull you down!
We can do it for this season.
ONCE AGAIN
FUCK OFF PHIL DOWD!

Dreaded Friday!

Last night i slept at 2.
I swear to god, i am so so tired.
well?
i still have to do my normal stuff like work?
i am the only guy in th sales team who start work like 8 in the morning?
but i do enjoy privilages.
Met Micheal for breakfast
(anyway, i am always with Daryl)
as usual. PORK PORRIGDE! with raw fish.
YUMMY.
It was fantastic!
After breakfast, headed back to office to settle some admin work.
I didnt know that i was suppose to interview people until
i recieve a call asking me for a job interview.
HAHA!
okie back to serious work. I really hate people who ask so much question over the phone.
Oh, come on?
can you have some confidence in yourselves?
a commission base job is to challenge yourself further.
Look at me, i am with Righteous for close to 2 years and i enjoyed every single moment here.
(daryl dont be thick skin yo!)
Anyway people who are asking me for interview,
my expectations are very high.
if i hear the confidence in your speech while on the phone with me. you are halfway into my team.
anyway those who are not as confident. sorry. But i need the best in my team.
hope you guys understand.

Went over to Novena Sq to accompany Gary.
thank me dude, after i was there,
you got like 2 sales?
YAY to Businessweek for the sponsorship! thanks!
Bala, please give us exclusive for Economist. PLEASE!




i dreamt

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want, what I need
And everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I've had to live without
Drew talks to me
I laugh, 'cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone
When he's with me
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
He's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I doSo I'll drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me
To break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all the I need to fall into
Drew looks at meI fake a smile so he won't see

Feeling better now!
but i am still seriously comtemplating.
Bro, i didnt know you would end up like me.
Nvm. We work hard together okie?
HAHA!
I AM GOING TO SLP SOON


p.s later someone nag at me! haha

i was made to reconsider.

should i, shouldn't i.

vexed.

MY GPA! DRASTIC DROP

I was awoken by the results sent to my handphone earlier today.
I was in a daze seeing 1A,1C+,3Cs,1D+. and the next thing i went back to slp feeling irritated.
The next moment, the whole world started msging me checking on my results.
HERE YOU GO,
EG1008 C (ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS (1A/1C)) i skip all its lecture?
EG1074 C (ELECTRICAL PRINCIPLES AND CIRCUITS) i dont understand a single shit!
EG1088 C ( COMPUTER PROGRAMMING)i was msn-ing away!
EG1215 C+(ANALOGUE & DIGITAL ELECTRONIC)practically use facebook during lesson?
EG1216 D+( fuck communication skill)tell me how to study for this?
EG1078 A (PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT)i played dota in class?
The GPA for this SEM was 2.1
who cares? at least i care a little.
I swear i didnt touch the notes at all.
It was all last min chionging( erm can we say we played more than we do last min studying)?HAHA

AVERAGE GPA 2.594.
I will work harder the next sem.
i promise.

working at IT fair with Jason, Daniel, Gary And myself!

Life is like a snowball.The important thing is finding wet snow and a really long hill.
-Warren Buffett


This sentence is very meaningful. think over it!

it kept running through my mind.
i hope everything will be okie soon.
three words

one heart. one person. 8 charactor. 3 words to say.
it has always been there.